TODAY I THINK...

If I write anything here it means my life is about to change, to have made a commitment to vortex my future, to have put my childhood dreams into the hands of a God who I cannot see or prove even exists. It is will be a daunting task to press the publish button and send this on its way.

As an aside, I asked my son-in-law to video himself talking about his wife so that I could make a mother's day video card. And I asked his eight yr old son. Both refused. I was annoyed that all my ideas were being flushed. I spoke later to my daughter about it, how frustrating it was to have a creative idea that depends on others to understand the vision, and have them not 'get it'. Then I did some soul searching. I discovered that for others to jump on board my dreams, I must first. I must be the one truly committed first.

Thus this page. It is linked to other projects I have started. But without this page and its cousins on other tabs, there is no dream-in-action. Until now...until I actually press that button...I am like the son-in-law and grandson, justifying my non-participation in a bigger theme.